Still here…. I am, really

Honestly, I thought the blog domain expired and I really didn’t know what to do about it. I saved all my blogs and have been trying to find a free site to transfer to, but I wasn’t having peace about any of my options. Somehow it is paid, and somehow it continues.

I attended my disability hearing a week ago trying to get an approval decision. I am so thankful for community services that keep us going and being blessed by God’s servants who donate food and pay for our utilities.  It is humbling.

Anyway, I had a repeat CAT scan October 7th. It appears the lesion in my left lung is getting smaller.  I am working on getting a 2nd opinion on the scans. God is so good.

I now attend Speech therapy to help, hopefully, with the difficulties I have with swallowing.  We are not sure if I am actually choking on what I am eating/drinking or if it is another nerve sensation that is going haywire. I did my exercises yesterday and was hoarse by evening and swallow muscles were supremely bothered, but I am okay with that if the exercises are strengthening the swallow muscles. I am also waiting on a swallow study to visually see what is going on when I swallow.

For about a week now, I have been physically, emotionally, and spiritually empty. Simply exhausted from trying to be so very strong and believing. Praise God, today I awoke with a different mindset.  I believe I was spiritually filled and that allowed for other things to be okay.

So sorry it has been so long since I wrote. Now I know my site is still live and I shall continue to write and share my thoughts, life, experience and God’s glory.


Job 5:8 “But as for me, I would seek God, And to God I would commit my cause—


II Corinthians 3:4 And we have such trust through Christ toward God.



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